Surgery in 2 days.

I am having a very hard time knowing what is ahead of my little guy. I am putting off other things like homework, reading, and playing with my kids.. I am just trying to spend as much time with Kaiden as I can. I keep having bad dreams that the Dr comes out and has bad news.. I am trying to use the Secret that all will be ok.. After all, we have gone through this before. I know the Dr's are amazing and that the Lord will be with them and Kaiden. I find myself crying most of the day and I can't snap out of it.. I have prayed so hard the last few days and will continue. Kaiden is going to be getting a blessing the day before surgery and his name is on the prayer list at the Temple I know that all of this will help. I know my other kids need me and my house work needs to be done I just can't hardly get out of bed... I start to do a project to get my mind off of what is coming and then I just stop look at my beautiful baby and start crying again. I need to keep thinking of the positive and focus on the fact that Kaiden can be "fixed" he doesn't have something that he can die from or something that he will have to struggle with forever. This will be a short amount of time and then he will be ok. Thank you to all of my Family and friends who are going to help take care of my other kids and just be there for a shoulder to cry on. I am so happy to have awesome friends and family..